loud; independent; optimistic; dgaf.
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I just wish you weren’t so far away.
The fact that my favorite cousin of all time, Courtney Linn, is finally happy with herself and her sexuality makes me the happiest person on this planet. Like, it’s unreal. She finally has the perfect girlfriend and is starting to get her life set to the way she wants it. It literally makes me want to cry with joy! Man, I love her. A lot. Even if she still hates me for peeing in the bathtub when we were younger…
1: Apart from tumblr, what do you like to do in your spare time? Does sleep count? And hangout at Waffle House, walk around, Photography, etc. I live a weird life, man.
You Ever Lick Lollipops On Weekends.
Such good times at Waffle House, end of story.
Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? I have! And I would continue to do so until he said I wasn’t allowed to anymore… So good, haha.
You talked to an ex today, correct? Yup! My favorite red head :)
Have you taken someones virginity? Weeeeeeeelp!
Is trust a big issue for you? It’s the biggest issue of all time, sadly.
Did you hang out with the person you like recently? I don’t really like anyone that much, but I suppose Treg counts.
What are you excited for? Nothing, god damnit. Besides Matthew possibly actually coming to stay sooner than we thought. Even though I’ve been saying that for years now :P
What happened tonight? More like last night, but regular Waffle House hangs with everyone, duuuh.
Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? If it’s like, slutty wasted, then yes. I mean, come the fuuuck on now -___-
Is confidence cute? To me, yes. Just don’t take it over the top. If you do that, then we shall have problems.
What is the last beverage you had? Sunkist :)
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? Not that many, anymore. I feel as if Matt and TylerJay are the only two that I’ve ever been able to fully trust. And that’s probably became they don’t live near me…
Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? 10 pairs or so…? Haha.
What are you gonna do Saturday night? I haven’t the slightest idea, just like always…
What are you going to spend money on next? Foooooood or some shit? Yeah, sure, why not.
Are you going out with the last person you kissed? I am noooooooot. Cole sucks, haha.
Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? I need to get rid of all this anxiety, and then I shall be content with myself.
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Amber Nicole Frederick ♥ She’s the balance I needed in my every day life, so she pretty much rules.
The last time you felt broken? Right naaaaaaaowzz!
Have you had sex today? I wish.
Are you starting to realize anything? Yes…….. Ugh.
Are you in a good mood? Not really. I’ve been thinking a lot lately and yeah… Ugh, I miss my brother :/
Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Fuck yeah, dude!
Are your eyes the same color as your Dad’s? Is it bad that I don’t know what color my Dad’s eyes are? I’m pretty sure they’re brown like mine, though…
What do you want right this second? To be on the Screamin’ Eagle with Jim right now!
What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? Well, I mean we’re not together, so I can’t control what he does.
Is your current hair color your natural hair color? I think I’m the only person who knows what their natural hair color is… Haha, but yes it is! Minus the blonde parts.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? No, just no. Laughing is like, my middle name. If you don’t make me laugh, you’re a no go.
What was the last thing that made you laugh? Me thinking Hunter had called his Grandma a “hoebag”, hahaha.
Do you really, truly miss someone right now? I dooooo.
Do you believe every one deserves a second chance? Some people do, some people don’t. For me, it all depends what happened that makes them need a second chance.
Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? Hmmm, Hunter? Nah, he just has a really awkward laugh that bothers me -___-
Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? No one currently falls under that category!
Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Eh, I try not to. Mostly just Sprite, Mt. Dew and Orange soda.
Listening to? “Light Up The Sky” - Yellowcard.
Do you ever write in pencil anymore? I draw with pencil, if that counts?
Do you know where the last person you kissed is? Probably working, I’m assuming? Fixin’ peoples tires and stuff, ya know.
Do you believe in love at first sight? Onceeeeeeeeeee!
Who did you last call? Uh… My momma?!
Who was the last person you danced with? I feel it was either Amber or Melani? Who knows, haha.
Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? He randomly did it the other day at the park, as a joke. It was hilariously awkward, haha.
When was the last time you ate a cupcake? It’s been way too damn long, I’ll say that right now!
Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? Not todaaaaaaaay!
Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Most likely… I suck like that.
Do you tan in the nude? I don’t tan period… Pale life, man \m/
If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Naaaaaaaah.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? I did not!
Who was the last person to call you? Amber Nicoleeeee!
Do you sing in the shower? Car, shower, alone… Everywhere!
Do you dance in the car? You’re just not an American if you don’t!
Ever used a bow and arrow? Fuck yeah! I wanna go bow hunting so bad :/
Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? ………when I was super young, haha.
Do you think musicals are cheesy? Not at all!
Is Christmas stressful? Not anymore, considering our family has split everything up and I never really want anything, haha.
Ever eat a pierogi? Lynzee made me try some last summer, they’re not too shabby.
Favorite type of fruit pie? I love pie in general……..
Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Vet, Photographer, Astrologer, Psychologist, CSI and a few others.
Do you believe in ghosts? I hiiiiiiiighly believe in them. Judge me.
Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? All the time, to the point where sleeping and doing anything scared the shit out of me.
Take a vitamin daily? I do not, but I really should :/
Wear slippers? Hell no. If I didn’t have to wear shoes, I wouldn’t even wear them… If that shows you how much I hate shoes.
Wear a bath robe? Naaaaaaaw nigggggggga.
What do you wear to bed? Naked.
First concert? Uh… Fuck. I don’t even know at this point in time, I’ve been to too many of them.
Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Wal-Mart, of course.
Nike or Adidas? Vans.
Cheetos Or Fritos? Lays.
Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Pistachios.
Favorite Taylor Swift song? I haven’t the slightest idea right now, haha. I do enjoy her a ton though :)
Ever take dance lessons? That I have not.
Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? He can do whatever he wants. As long as it makes him happy, I’m happy.
Can you curl your tongue? Yeaaaaaaaaah!
Ever won a spelling bee? I’ve never been in one, so no. Haha.
Have you ever cried because you were so happy? I think only like, legit cried from happiness. And that was when my best friend came home for awhile from the Air Force :)
What is your favorite book? “But Inside I’m Screaming” by Elizabeth Flock.
Do you study better with or without music? Both, I suppose..? Eh.
Regularly burn incense? They help me sleep :)
Ever been in love? Yes, yes I have. Ugh.
Who would you like to see in concert? Stray From The Path, again. Damnit.
What was the last concert you saw? I’m thinking it was the City Lights show when they came home for a hot second.
Hot tea or cold tea? Sweet tea! I fucking love tea, man.
Tea or coffee? Both.
Favorite type of cookie? White Chocolate Macadamia Nut!
Can you swim well? No…… -_____-
Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? It hurts my ribs, but yes!
Are you patient? Not even close… Oops.
DJ or band, at a wedding? Good question… Haha.
Ever won a contest? Not that I can remember, sadly.
Ever have plastic surgery? Fuck no, that’s the humblest thing ever. Unless you have to get it to really fix your physical appearance due to an accident or something, I see it as pathetic.
Which are better black or green olives? Black!
Opinions on sex before marriage? Do what you have to do, you’ll receive respect from me either way!
Best room for a fireplace? Fire pits are better.
Do you want to get married? Yeah, I would like to. It’s way too early for it right now though, haha.
I wish I could figure out if not having any sort of attraction to anyone anymore is a good or bad thing… It seems as if no one, not a single soul, really grabs my attention anymore. And it’s actually really weird to me, since I was stuck in that “high school crush” phase for the longest time. I think I’m just starting to grow up and realize what I want and what/who is really worth my time. Also, I think finally being able to tell the difference between the people that like me for me and want to be around for the long haul and the people that just want to use me or want to get in my pants plays a big part as well… Damn. Now all I need to do is figure out what I want out of life and what the direction I need to be going is.
If Jay knew that this is what I’m doing with his Jordan fitted, he’d probably kill me… But oh well, my weird side comes out too often anymore.
“bullet” and “gun” in Pumped Up Kicks by Foster The People?!
This world is slowly coming to an end, I swear.
